Bornday

bumm bummm...

This is my birthdaaaayy...
In one side I feel happy and thank to God that He has given me chance to live until this age. But in other side, I feel so afraid. How about this day doesn't work as I want? How if everything turns to worst?? Oh, I hope not,amin.. Wish me luck to live this day!!!
Until this morning I have received many birthday greetings from my family, friends via sms or facebook... haha i feel like "oh, soo this is called birthday.."
In fact, i almost forget how was my feeling at last birthday.. eh noooo.. i remember all, that was amazing birthday, with amazing friends and amazing surprises.... Last year i was soo happy in my birthday, will it happen again in this birthday??
God, please give your miracle in this birthday..amin.
Talk about expectation, I wish I can be more mature, egoism deliminating, be a good mmm better no, but the best person for me, family, friends, people around me..
I hope I can..
Today is my first rafting, soo wish me luck again!!! hehe